Living on Fascination

Pictures

2009-07-28T15:44:00.005+08:00

it was one hell of a year (: thanks guys
im gonna miss these times, you gotta love high school

tagged pictures : amalina anuar, yap sern, izzat khan, ian poon, aritz zainal, anjela maika, shobana anpalakhan, kasie achike, Zarinah Zaini, Keymir Haytilev, Lycel Bajar, Ming hui, Kashini Sivanesan, Juanlin Yip. Ifu Dimebag, Bushra, Uzoamaka, Juliana Chan & Hay Teng Wong.

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2009-07-27T17:03:00.002+08:00

I moved Back

tumblr was getting boring. i hated the layout >< i'll still check it though (:
anyways. not in such a chirpy mood right now. im gonna go now. x

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2009-07-08T18:12:00.003+08:00

Tumblr.com people. i've moved.
Inamorato
check me out(:
♥ x

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2009-07-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

Awh the hottness monster

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2009-07-05T10:13:00.003+08:00

i find this picture cool;D ahah eventhough it is of my brother

now nathie's gone:(
kashini's packing:(
crypsie's postponing her trip:(
danny wont talk to me:(
and i miss laarnia so much, it hurts

what a damn nice time im having. study time. hasta la vista baby!

p.s/: watched ice age 3 with the family. got a really bad a headache and ate at a place i really didnt like. i hope i dont get swine flu:/
x

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Nathie, kashini i'll miss your butts:(

2009-07-04T11:25:00.004+08:00

ohmygod nathie:( imma miss you. you too smallie.
gosh i didnt even get to say bye to you guys. and nathie's leaving frigging today:(
and and idk when smallie is but i cant see her again cause she's not coming to school no more.

imma miss you sweethearts.

x never forget me.
-eleena

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FIRST IMPRESSIONS

2009-07-03T22:23:00.004+08:00

beep beep. i went to sri maya tody with uzo. then then i met AMALINA ANUAR(:
haha she was taller than me >< grr.bet she tiptoed :p aaha.
then then we jumpa eqbal. and he was so nice, to treat us to shisha. haha He's getting amal a frigging LOMOCAMERA -_-" his friend took like a picture of us and he got the polaroid copy thingg, DAMN! i wanted it, but he kept it. prolly wanted to look at 'CURVY' miss nur amalina anuar. hahaha. kan amal kan?

then awhh NAQUIE was there. shitt he was so amzinglyy cutee. haha. he was stoned though >>
but he was still hot nonetheless, hahaha, amal was like rolling her eyes at me -sticks tongue out- haha,

then like i beat amal in mortal combat ahah yes yes i did. but that was just like ONCE >.< haha., and then we were like gossip-ing with each other. idk whyy but i got so hyper after that haha,. but yeah, i was like doot doot doodoo doodooo doot doot doodoo.
ahaha:D

oh then ehem,. amal PROMISED to introduce me to DAVID LEEE KNIGHTON aha.
after mocks. haha. wheeeee.

haha, oh yeah so anyways got there at like around 2? and stayed till about 6. then i had to go home:(

oh i hugged misturr naquie, ;D haha yeah baby!

Profile

AMAL was so frigging nice haha. i love her seriouslyy(: she was so random., she;d make these weird but adorable noises with her mouth like randomly haha., and she thinks she's fat pft. remember darlingg. "CURVACEOUS" haha. god i miss her already.
i had such a great day, i haven't laughed this hard since well its been a while(:
thank you sayang, you made my week(: oh and stop trying to ass rape me;p hahha.

p,s/: CRYPSIE's coming to town and she's sleeping over my house oh yeah baby!
haha. we'll rape each other;DD

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2009-07-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

White Flag Raised.
sorry bout the drama mama stuffs. its been an off week.
x

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apologies?

2009-06-29T17:47:00.004+08:00

dad's got something going on with him, im not allowed to tell,
my friends hate me i think,. wait no i think it was pretty clear,
my grades are a tumbling down. grr.

and this all happened in ONE WEEK. how nice!
ergh.
i hate fairview.
i wanna move ASAP!

look fine i'll admit my mistakes. i do bad things. yes, and its not like you're doing evrything just, come on one day its all buddy buddy and the other its ignore her. i may be the cause so yeah i apologise for that, SORRRY! see.

if its the shalini incindent, ( i heard not me saying) then god sorry, i didnt mean it that way. and fine i'll stop whining. gees.
i didnt say im innocent, i didnt say i didnt do anything wrong., ask harisha, when i spoke to her, i told her i was tryna figure out what was it i did, okay!
and the previous post about the whole i fit in with whomever but you, i meant it in a deifferent way.
yeah sorry it didnt work out and sorrry for not admitting my mistakes. i am now.

whatever, you have your problems i got mine, and you dont know whats been going on lately do you? cause when we were supposedly friends. you didnt bother asking, or when i was tryna tell you you didnt bother listening,. so whats the point right?
sorrry again, its up to you to accept it or not,
x p.s/: matchmaking mistur sern there;DD haha.

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FOR SERN(:

2009-06-29T16:54:00.003+08:00

the first one's anirah and the second ones juliana(: take your pick!
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2009-06-27T08:50:00.002+08:00

who said it?

oh gosh, despite the suck-ish time i had in school, yesterday went on pretty well.
im gonna ignore the whole school thing so im just not gonna blog about it.
anyways;

i just got out of my car when i got home and my sister and my friend was in the other car, they stopped and said "hey, wanna come with, we're going OU we might watch transfrormers(:" so OBVIOUSLY i said hell yes. plus i was bored out of my wits at home anyways:/ so yeah changed changed changed then i went out. the radio kept playing legendary MJ tracks and to be honest, i wasnt that scared because i dont know him much. i only know about his tracks:/ and his songs'll live on right? so whats the big issue. anyways, since the radio was having a tribute of MJ SONGS, nini shafi faith and i(: were dancing and singing actually it was more like screaming in the car. we passed some neighbour cars and they were laughing at us. but who cares i had fun. haha.

then;

we got to One Utama, went to the ticket counter it was like too late so i followed my sister to the salon for her haircut. she's got a fringe now(: she looks gorgeous. ofcourse! and then we went to forever 21 to try on clothes and you know picture taking timeee(: haha! then DREAMWORLD for some photobooth camewhoring(: haha. oh then i think we went home:/

nini and shafi stayed at home till like 11:30 we were playing left4dead. and i was screaming my butt off like for the first half, then i was okay(: the witch and her bloody crying was scary though haha. and you cant freking shoot the witch it annoys her and then you die :/ so yeah(:

then they went home i went to sleep;)

all in all it was a pretty okay day considering the crap people are pulling towards me,.
later haters9; X

P.S/: IM DIVORCING SHAHIN:D HAHA.he married johann instead :/

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2009-06-24T19:05:00.004+08:00

A rocket to the moon

when i am miles away,
will you still check on me?,
tell me things will be alright,
just tell me we will be together some day,
its in the dreams i had
ill be your sunset
youll be my silhouette

ergh i was on the way home today when i heard a song that got me thinking about all the times people criticized me. and most of them just went back to the same group of people. over & over again, and the weird thing is i accept it. i can take it but it just seems a little unfair dont you think? i mean i f i do something wrong its a major issue, im so bad, im such a bitch im that and this. but when one of them does something wrong it goes unnoticed. call me a hypocrite for saying this and still hanging out with them but its the truth and i just realized it like a nano second ago. it seems unfair. and i feel so daft for only just picking it up. i feel really idiotic for not speaking up before. i remember one specific moment

friend: .....yeah so we hate it when you .....okay?
eleena:....okay..sorry..blablabla
friend 2: so anything you wanna say?
friend 1: she hates it when we dish this out to her. ha ha ha

-as if its so funny- just a moment ago i thought of a perfect reply. but i wont post it here.
i mean like yes i hate it, but i can take it, can you? you're not so perfect yourself you know.

i dont need that from them right? urgh, fine whatever.i guess i can fit in with most groups just not them i guess. but hey im not missing out, right?

my head's spinning
im out. bye people

p.s/: i miss Wani so muchh right now. Izzat come online. i need a friend:(

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2009-06-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

lalalala

alcoholics do have more fun

IZZAT MADE OUT WITH A DOZEN GIRLS :o

they were drunk ofcourse(: haha

one month left as a year tenner and im peeing in my pants :(

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2009-06-21T20:06:00.003+08:00

Designer Skylines

ohmyfuckinggodd. i had the best saturday night everr. haha
one word : TIPSY

yikes. haha. lycel and i were like dancing away in aljon's house(: mann funn okay
nathie was too busy arguing with my sister from another mistur Yazz, haha. keymir was like so lazyy on the dancefloor. haha.
but he can move;D

i met new alice smith peeps. yeah tashaa and faith.
androo's girlfriend called me mommmy :/ haha funny,

then we took pics. i'll upload them laterrs(:

x loves. imma go now

toodles

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:D

2009-06-20T08:08:00.006+08:00

whoop i said it

hey y'all(:

well i said it. i told him. haha and it was okay. nothing weird or anything, so yeah. sorry baby.

haha hey! i was on the phone with Dan and then the song 'I know you want me' came up so i was singing it and this is what happened(:

Eleena:1234 -uno doh tres quatro, I KNOW YOU WANT ME
Dan:yeah;D
Eleena:you know i want ya
Dan: Oh yeah haha
Eleena:I know you want MEEE
Darren:Hell yes
Eleena: You know i want yaaa
Dan: oh awh babe, c'mon quickie ;) haha
Eleena: i dont do quickies darlingg. haha

ohmygod ahah. i love my mistur Danial Gabriel Fawkes(: im meeting him like in August along with Crypsie(: when they come back from spain haha yay! i think they're coming over to my house(: whoop. haha

so today im going off to mudvalley for smallie's partayy. grr bowling >.< i suck dogs at it:( then then lycel and i are gonna go change and we're meeting up at nathie's awesome house aha. then ALJON's PARTY. whee. then maybe we're off somewhere else:/

idk.

haha, 'do you know your enemy,well get to know the enemy right here' haha i love the song(: -greenday babyy, haha

xx im off.
yes im cool and you're not,-deal with it darlingg.

by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-06-19T15:37:00.002+08:00

You Bring Me Heartache

friday ninteenth of june two thousand&nine

Migs prom is todayy, and i can't go :( im majorly bummed. im gonna be bored out of my wits. oh oh whoop whoop i saw the awesomest TENG-TENG today. i gave her such a long hug. haha it felt like i hadn't seen her in centuries. now im just waiting for miss Raasi Laarnia Rajandran to get her small behind to fairview so that i can pass her, her grad present which i idiotically forgot about on grad night itself :/ oh the sillyness of muah.

oh fuck fuck fuck! i dont feel it anymore. im sorry. i just dont. its not guilt anymore, it merely just i dont want one right now and i dont want to lead you on:( im really sorry. i guess i'll talk to you about this laterrs yes? sorry sweetheart :s

oh yesterday there was this yr sixer that spilled like so much junk and crapps on his shirt and me and shobs saw him painting over it with white poster paint. i was like HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA bodohhss peoples haha.
he didnt do a very good job off it caause it only made the stains more visible :p haha

i only have to be nice to Keymir for another two days then i get mmy five bucks(: aha wheee

anyways, im so blissfully happy right now so imma start back my old habit, writing short stories on the cp(: ahah

xx
ILOVEGREEKS. deal with it, peoples aha

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2009-06-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

for you

cheer up. i love you!

CONGRATULATIONS Nur Faith Bte Ahmad Zakie, im so completely proud of you. i love you to death(: i couldnt wish for a better sister.

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2009-06-16T18:45:00.003+08:00

Prom Photos

i had fun.
x
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2009-06-16T17:04:00.005+08:00

the guilt is killing me

i'm so glad i've got you

i cant do it anymore. im always flushed with guilt and uncertainty. i didnt plan this. fuck! its not like i asked for this to happen, its been only a few days and im drowning in paranoia. i wish no one made that unwritten rule. :( or or i wish i never heard of that rule, BFF right? god. i need someone that i can actually talk too :/ someone that wouldnt judge me. it sort of seems like somethings up today. i feel so out of it, and trust me if this feeling was human i would spit at it. fo real! thus, i just wanted to say. im truly very deeply sorry. i would never hurt you the way others did me. you're my best friend. or so i think so cause it hasnt been the same lately:/

and i repeat honey. im sorry sorry sorry:(

Gosh Gosh Gosh im starting to hate all the stalkerazzis in my neighbourhood. can't a girl walk in her own garden without atleast one person staring at her?
and isnt it considered rude to keep staring after the person's alreadyy caught youu? doesnt that apply to me anymore? gosh. whatever i decided im awesome and you envy me. :)

in other news. CHANGE OF PLANS:/
no after partyy with bo. apparently amal's not going too. boo. instead imma go out on saturdayy to smallie's farewell partay in midvalley then jet on over to nathie's place then aljon's partyy. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY sweetstuff:) then then imma go to lycel's house. im sleeping over. whoop whoop! thanks lycel. now i just need to confirm everything with dadsterr,. aha

i wonder if amal wouldnt be too busy to go out on saturdayy to catch a movie :/
oh well i'll ask her laterrs

p.s/: Hilmi, Danea and Adrina, im so sorry for not replying yesterdayy, ran out of credit. oh and to kirstyy, all is forgiven i know now how you feel :) im sorry babyy

CRYPSIE darling, i need you more than ever right now. skype me soon yes sayang?
x love you

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2009-06-15T20:22:00.007+08:00

if i fall apart can i count on you?

you got to love the holidays

isnt that just the awesomest thing ever?

fifteenth of june two thousand&nine.
school was utterly quiet what with no year elevenners. fairwalk was for the first time in decades, empty. the familliar tables in the far front were vacant. i felt like laarnia was gonna show up any second now, but to my despair it was all to no avail. thus, i concluded school life would never be the same again.

holy shit. i hate this horrible feeling:(
x

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2009-06-14T16:57:00.003+08:00

Goodbye my almost-lover

oh my gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh! they're gone:( like seriouslyy. NO! my beloved year elevenners. oh no. no more of them no more eyecandyy no more sister:( no more brother,

shizzsticks:/ !

so here's basically what happened during the weekend.(: haha

Saturday 13th June

well the previous day, (friday) i didnt go to school cause i was looking for a dress. and i found one in forever twentyone(: ohh i adore that store. momma said dont overdress the graduates, after all its not your prom and you dont wanna look ridiculous. haha. so i went for a maroon-ish strap dress-shirt wore leggings and a bohemian sort of jacket? haha.

uhm okay so then the next day which was yesterday, (saturday) i got a call from jajee. she was like leens, where are you? im all alone:( haha.. she got to the rehearsal place earlyy. hahah. i was thank god for her a few minutes away, haha. so got there at about 4:00, 4:25? met juanlin and my seniors. chat chat chat bla bla bla. then rehearsal time.

it took about an hour, haha and i saw like the year elevenners including my brother gosh. i felt utterly sad:( then then LAARNIA RUSHED IN. haha she was a few minutes latee. but who cares. ahaha. i was so happy to see her. i hadn't seen her in ages:/ so like after the draggy rehearsal we went out of the hall and i spotted perveen juliana natalia hayteng and LAARNIA(: i hugged laarnia first ofcourse haha. then Perveen and hayteng. juliana and taliaa went somewhere :/

haha. oh well

oh then then i waited for the grad ceremony to start but it took centuries:( i was bored out of my wits. took some pics with iwan and julian and other peeps. it was funn, then i signed the head prefects shirt (BIKINI BOY) haha. it was damn colourful. and he swore to us that he'd have it hung up in his room. haha so he better! oh oh then the prom started,

taaadaaaa;
the hall was breath-taking. it was so pretty what with all the lights and shit, oh i had to act like an escort for the vip's haha. damnnn. it was embarassing, just standing there in front of everyone. then the certificate giving ceremony started, i almost cried when i saw my seniors up there, but then i reminded myself that people were watching and that i shouldnt make a scene. haha eventhough i so wanted too. :p kidding (: then then it ended and i camwhored with some people whom i didnt know :/ hahah. ohh well. and then took some pictures with arief cause you know its what you do when your brother graduates. right?

then i went to change and ohmygosh, Juanlin Anjela and Ming Hui looked gorgeous, i felt like the butt ugly duckling compared to them haha. then i saw laarnia and hayteng and my cousin lina and ohmygoodness they were simply stunning lina in her blue-ish dress and hayteng in her slender strapless oh and laarniaa in her maroon gown. :( i envy them for being so hott. haha

oh then then ehem SHAHIN, i saw him and haha his shiny shoes, and he looked dashing in his tux. awh . i should've taken a picture:) haha.
then we ate and then we danced . well i danced. most of them other peoples were lazy bumms haha. so i danced with the awesome Teng and LINA oh and perveen on stage haha. LAARNIA too(:

anjela danced for a bitt then she got tired. then the seniors wanted to jet off to Sheraton for their after partyy. we said our painful goodbyes, i hugged laarnia for so long but it seems like a second:( i'll miss her the most.

after that, i gave my brother a lift. along with darius and TIM <33>

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2009-06-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

why would you waste your time consorting in other people's problems?
Get a life why dont you!

p.s/: might be going to grad. oh shit!

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2009-06-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

im feeling nostalgic

so there are 4 things that im positively excited about:

Arief's Graduating - no one to tell me what to do anymore.
Guitar Classes. hoe yeah baby;DD
Prom in MIGS. -though i dont know anyone. im still super stoked.
year 11-no comment

here are about a trillion things im not so keen on:

Arief graduating-oh those lonely rides to school every morning.
Not getting to see my beloved seniors again. -Laarnia, Perveen, Hay Teng etc.
My Eyecandy missing forever :( -timo
Mock exams. erggh im so not loooking forward to that debacle
Year 11-no comment
im gonna miss all those sisterly conversations with my favourite year elevenner Laarnia:(
Ms Nava for yet ANOTHER year. eish. she's 50+ take a hike already.

so thats about it. im super duper sad that people are leaving me this year. Z,Laarnia,Uzo,Nathie,-year 11s-.Navid etc. its so depressing and it is one of the many things i hate about being in an international school. everyone leaves you one way way or another.

anyways, here i am sitting in the dining table, hoping im just waking up from a bad dream. what a sad sad girl i've become.
(hahah i got that from a book, but its true i am sitting in the dining room and i do wish im dreaming)

p.s/: i might talk to senna again. just to clear the air. that is if he doesnt ignore me. oh the nervous ticks. piss off:(

oh and kudos to my love for the lovely picture edit(:

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2009-06-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

My Huckelberry Friend

whoop whoop guess what babyss? i played guitar heroes today and i got a 500 plus note streak on the song i am jonas. haha WHEEEEEEE

and and i beat slash and lou in battle. hoe yeah haha
and,..i haven't studied again-_-" ergh.

oh shitt. i better go. aunt's here.

xx

see ya wouldnt wanna be ya(:

just a little something i learnt today:
destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love(:

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2009-06-03T18:36:00.002+08:00

bonjour monami

im thinking of relinking. but im too lazy. haha. im addicted to guitar hero again haha. and and i havent studied. well actually i have but i dont think its enough so right after this post imma go and bring out my inner nerd. haha.

okay anyways, amal theres a chance im going to your prom, but i need to know when is it. and and yeah i cant waitt. haha WHEEE.

holy shit, mommsey & dadsterr's homee. toodles gaylords.

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2009-06-02T17:01:00.002+08:00

Men in tutus drive Monster Trucks(:

i dont know why i'm blogging. i should be studying for monday's geo test.. but i just can't help myself. honestlyy.. i think i might drop geography. i saw my brother's olvl papers. and i was like :OO holy shit, i dont know any of this. but i dont know yet, lets just see how it goes.

term 3 is ending pretty soon, and im scared to death of year 11, jeees. ( yes, i know i sound so gay right now) anyways, as i was saying; term is ending and i'll be starting year 11 in september. and gosh, damn it. im scared.

my mom & dad expect me to get a scholarship. but thats for braniacs. im not a brainyy. lett alone a yak. oh wait that came out wrong, -_-" ergh.
"KYUEM that..KYUEM thiss.." thats all im hearing, and i really dont wanna go there. no offense but i just dont see myself there. i wanna be in taylors. not cause everyone's gonna be there, gosh that really doesnt matter, its mainly cause i can actually see myself there, graduating. and im only doing a levels, its not like im gonna do my university there. so it really doesnt matter right?

ergh. this is annoying. im fifteen years old. and im already thinking of collegge. eee

okay im okay now i guess, arief's bugging me. eee use your own computer, gosh!

imma go now, x

p.s/: sorry jo im dumping all my problems on you (: thanks btw

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2009-05-31T14:42:00.002+08:00

i found this insanely cool picture editing website. well actually, other people found it before me, ahaha but who cares. haha. its so cool

PICNIK.COM

its really fun. haha you might get addicted after using it though, hahah:D

in other news,
imma miss jojo & shasha:) haha.
KIRSTYY you have no right to claim property of ADAM LAMBERT OKAY! haha;DD we share or no one gets him. haha:)

TEAM LAMBERT!
~~KRIS ALLEN~~ erghh.

hahaha kidding. gosh if shobana reads this, she'll whoop my sorry ass. haah

AMALINA ANUAR! we have to meeet up soon yes? your exams are ending whoop whoop
congratulations on your future A's ahaha:D

anyways gonna go now, im addicted to this show that tashaa finds un-cute. somethings wrong with that womann haha. anyways Toodles Sha-boodles:)

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2009-05-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

its a sad sad day todaay.
my best friends.
i love you guys no matter what.
:'(

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2009-05-24T19:13:00.006+08:00

Gosh, do you want my help or not?

i dont care what that shit is doing to you.
say whatever you want about me, but dont ever ever say I DONT CARE.
cause you dont know how much i do.
&
hey. i understand. i think. atleast im trying right?

p.s/: johann, it'll be okay alright?

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2009-05-23T11:56:00.003+08:00

Broken Strings.

You can't play on Broken Strings,
You cant feel anything that your heart dont want to feel,
i cant tell you something that ain't real,
the truth hurts, the lies WORST
how can i give anymore,

*now i love you a little less than before,

Running back trough the fire,
when theres nothing left to save,
its like chasing the very last train when its ~~too late~~,

oh,

it tears me up,
i try to hold on but it hurts too much,
i try to forgive but its not enough,
to make it all okay.

let me hold you for the last time, its the last chance to feel again:)

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2009-05-23T09:17:00.003+08:00

Last Post or maybe not. for the next 2 months or so.

Howdy doo SMOOFS.

okay so test is on wednesday, ergh i haven't studied anything but business yet:s
i'm so gonna die this month.
i got mocks instead of my usual term3 examinations,..that sucks.
grr.
anyways, i woke up at 7:30 or 8:00 ti study & yet i still haven't started gosh.
im at dadster's office now.

okay anyways i better go. xx

p.s/: dont you just hate it when a close friend falls for you, everything changes so suddenly.

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2009-05-22T19:02:00.004+08:00

Wishing on your Stardust

hey there douchebags:D,

My DADDY reads my blog? :o
-have fun dadster;DD i love you-

-mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks mocks-

one month in counting. shit shit shit:s
hardcore studying baby:)

Later BeggarsxD
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2009-05-20T17:36:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIANA CHAN;)

Sweeet sixteen baby. the big ONE SIX:D
i love you, & thank you.

baby, i'll miss you & i'll cry on grad night. watch meh.

♥

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2009-05-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

Chase me round 3 times:)

Hello peee peees,

okay so i pushed izzat:) & then i insulted him. haha, then i did something else, i dont remember . so he was all like;

izzat: first you push me, that hurt. then you insult me, now you're gonna pay.

and he walked up to me but he couldnt scare me cause we were all like laughing at his comeback. haha.

anyways;

A word spelt with double o's are naturally adorable:D

later SMOOFS ;DD
-see isnt that cute?-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-05-19T17:06:00.001+08:00

Im The Worlds Greatest;DD

come on faggots lets bring out our inner whiteys:)

xx later killers <33

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-05-17T08:08:00.005+08:00

Jiggle It, Jiggle It,Jiggle It;DD

xx i hate him & i hate the colour purple now:D

Zarinah, my grandmother whore is Leaving us:(
31st May.

Keymir made a new word:) ANALHOLE. haha.
I miss Faith, I miss Kirsty, I miss alotta people:( I miss you misturr. GRR you for not calling.
i'm not coming to school on monday trough wednesday:s i should be happy but im not :/

later hater, as johann would say, PEACE OUT :D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-05-16T13:48:00.002+08:00

It's my hundred and eighty eigth post:DD yeah. I know I know compulsive blogger much. Well who cares bite me losers.

I haven't blogged since forever. Not since that ass of an ex I had stooped so fucking low. I'm not so mad that he cheated on me, I was mad about the fact that he had the cheek to make me feel bad. He made me feel like the fucking devil. Its annoying and it hurt he didn't even say sorry actually he didn't even tell me. So screw that asshole. I regret ever knowing him.I don't regret breaking up with him though:) I found someone else. Yes I'm over you senna so get over yourself please!

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-05-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

YOU FUCKING FAKE!

can you yes YOUU just get lost. dont try to talk to me cause i wont reply. dont try & be my friend cause i dont befriend liars. i hope you get the message. you know who you are. do both of us a favor & just Fuck The Hell OFF. what was i thinking when i met you,. ergh, i knew better. whatever, i got better things to think about, but what you did was Beyond Low

Today, Zee & I proved that nathie was cool, Keymir was LAME:) haha. Nathie became my new HITMAN. haha. && i got a new ipod Nano:D wheeee.
it wasn't a great day but it wasn't bad either. i barely thought of yesterday's debacle:) thats good. (; thanks to these veryy special people. Zarinah, Nathie, Lycel, Keymir, Ian, Kashini, Natasya, & Kirsty. thanks pumpkins:D

okay so im off. im gonna go meeet my buddha sandor now.

toodles poodles:)

p.s/: i dont regret.
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2009-05-03T17:46:00.003+08:00

I'm shitting myself:(

first & foremost, im sorry. im really very sorry. TRULY. oh & you know who you are. i haven't been dodging your calls. i just can never hear my phone anymore. mm..& we need to talk. i swear it isnt as bad as it may seem. && im sorry.

I haven't been a very good girlfriend .
SORRY.
-you have the right to be mad po-

second,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD ARIEF ZAKIE:)

eventhough i dont show it. i love you.
sure we fight but thats just for the funn of it. i think? haha. know this but dont be all big headed about it. imma miss you mistur when you graduate, eventhough im counting the days to that:) luck luck luck on your olvls:D

hope you liked the shuffle. i didnt contribute to that btw:) haha.

p.s- senna:) dont hate me yeah? xx

Later Homophobics.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-29T13:56:00.002+08:00

First of all;

hello mortals;

happy belated birthday to my sayang Nur Amalina Anuar. she turned sixteen yesterday & since my laptop is diseased & couldnt connect to the dangg wireless. i only got to wish her today, anyways we'll partyy like after olvls yeah? x sorry for the day late wish, i love you

Happy Belated Sayang.
-hope you enjoyed you're sweet sixteen honeyy-

Secondly,

i spoke to some people & they all said the same thing

"if its not working out, then just say it; no point of pretending"

i agree, although i thinks its cruel seeing to the short amount of time its been. its just inhumane if you ask me. But i think i should. like, its unfair. but im scared, i've been running the speech over & over in my head but it just doesnt seem right. im scared i'll regret this one day. but i guess its something im gonna have to deal with.

p.s/: i didnt go to school todayy. yipeee. i had like a movie marathon & i played with my beautifel kitties:) yhayy! haha.

note: i've bee obsessed with britian's got talent its freaking me out haha. but hey watch this video. This kid wow-ed simon cowell. click on the link yeah?

enjoy fags.

SHAHEEN JAFARGHOLI EVERYBODY;*

x buhbye grecians:)

oh here's a little something to brighten up Kirsty's day:) it cracks me up everytime i see it:D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-26T15:04:00.004+08:00

He's MY Dancing Dream;

hey dancing queens:)
so i've been screening trough britains got talent vids on youtube & this one particular boy. has seriously made me fall head over heels for him, his name : GEORGE SAMPSON. yes yes i know its been like ages & i've been so outdated that i've only seen the performance now. haha,. well i dont care, but seriously, i LOVE him.

ANYONE WHO CAN DANCE LIKE THAT; can take me away, im all his. haha

anyhoo;
Here's George Sampson Everybody;

get ready to Drool Romeos. guys might turn gay for his dance moves;D

i know its killing you on the inside that you're not that good. haha,. Be jealous, envy him. its understandable dont worry :)

x later slutoos. you're gonna miss me;DD

p.s/: Kirsty & i agreed watching George Sampson dance is like watching sex on hardwood dance floor:D haha,

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-25T11:31:00.005+08:00

Let the Beat Rockk;

Hey there Married or Unmarried couples:)
okay so i was chatting with Kirsty Leeanne Tan & her new BO Denny Loller haha. whatever it is, i'll just call you LOL. ;DD haha. so yeah here's the conversation:

iLove; eleena has been added to the conversation

KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: LEEEENNSSSTERR -jumps
iLove; eleena says: KIRKSMUCH, heyy -jumps higher
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: no way i jump higher than you! thats a fact, i got proof.
iLove; eleena says: na uhh, no way, no how. You liar liar wig on fire.
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: i swear to Barney's ashes i do, I HAVE PROOF
iLove; eleena says: what is it then?
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: im Taller thn you xD hahahahahahah
iLove; eleena says: -.- douchebag hoe
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: short mexican wannabe sluttooo
iLove eleena says: Bitch-.- i love you:)
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: me too Leensterr.

anyways after a few random ramblings & a half later, Lol came back. & then idk how the topic got from Ultraman vs Barney to how we'll all be old & alone one day haha, but Lol didnt like it. he said

dendenkirsty says: NOOOO I REFUSE TO BE OLD & ALONE.
dendenkirsty says: K, Marry me. haha

ahahah. then kirsty was like:

KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: gee a proposal online? how romantic, i could never refuse. -_-
dendenkirsty says: aw c'mon pleaseee :D
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: oh alright alright, eleena, you can be the pastor.. NOW HITCH US:D
iLove; eleena says: oh golly gee, wait wait, i need to google this. i dont know what to say
dendenkirsty says: LMFAO leens. alright we'll wait.
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: LOOOOOL leenster you are ever so adorable.
iLove; eleena says: SHUT UP you two. haha.
iLove; eleena says: oooh oooh im done im done. but im tweaking it a bit, yeah?
dendenkirsty says: Sure leens.
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: Yeah Yeah. hurry up now. im getting bored, im not gonna sleep at my own wedding.
iLove; eleena says: hold your wigs Kirksmuch. im getting into character:D haha.
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: haha. fine.
iLove; eleena says: do you kirsty leanne tan take danny loller to be your lawfully wedded husband? KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: i said yes to the proposal didnt i?
iLove; eleena says: oh You Kill Joy. pfft . anyways moving on.-.-
iLove; eleena says:do you Danny Loller take Kirsty Leanne Tan to be your lawfully wedded wife to have & to hold until you find someone else?
dendenkirsty says: How could i refuse?
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says:aww gee :D, i love you
dendenkirsty says: i love you too wifey.
KirsKirsKirsKirsKirstyy says: Hubbby.(: aww.
iLove; eleena says: awh shucks aint that sweet. haha okay with the power vested in me by the msn online wedding rituals society, i now pronounce you husband & wife. you may cyber kiss the bride.

it was truly the most uhmaziing weddings i've ever attended. haha, i teared haha. Cograts to the happy couple:D ahaha..

x Later Faders:D i'll miss you

p.s/: im having doubts.

2009-04-24T14:55:00.003+08:00

I Hope I'm Not Normal;

Hello children:) guess guess guess what? i found out i have a cousin on facebook yesterday night, hhaha. Kudos to fb. it really is bringing me together. haha. AMARA WINT IKHBAL. haha. my new Cousin. we were so excited yesterday haha. wheee. anyways yeah. so; I LOVE LOVE LOVE the new black eyed peas song. BOOM BOOM POW:) haha. the whole day today i went:

*boom boom boom
-gotta get that
*boom boom boom
-gotta get that:)

hahaha. then then nathie & i started dancing in the corridor singing the "do your chain hang low, does it wobble to the flow, does it shine in the light, is it plaque or is it gold, dadadadadadadaadad Do your Chain Hang LOW:)" hahah. it was fun. i culdnt go out today:( boo. so while im stuck here re-reading breaking dawn, them bitches are out there Watching some Movie:( erghh. mega annoying. but oh well.. maybe next time:) anyways here
's the black eyed peas song. enjoy:)

BOOM BOOM BOOM*

p.s/: im so three thousand & eight, you're so two thousand & LATE:)
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2009-04-23T18:10:00.003+08:00

it was a nice day, we were at the river, awh, i miss them.

Summary;

alright, so it was me & nava, got my vest back & the phone, no suspensions whatsoever, went out happy about the phone ot the damn vest. shobs & ja got mad. (i didnt mention their name to nava) i went back in nava's room, told her shobs & ja should get their vests too. idk if they got it or not. went out. they apologised. i apologised. blablabla. annoying day. im gonna go now ergh.

Take the fucking Vest Back. Please. its annoying the crap outta me.

later jerks. X

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-22T17:23:00.003+08:00

Freedom or Death Note?

Guess what? i got my prefect's vest taken away. ergh. not only that, i got my phone taken away, & a suspension threat. all for what? for playing cards in class. ergh. this school honestlyy suckks. so here's what happened.

manisha brought her deck of cards to school, so we all decided to play snap. i guess we were a tad too loud so MR ASHISH. that douchebag was like "eyh,stop playing cards, Give me the cards." almost all of us was like "NOO-covers the cards-" then he went balistic & said "Go to ms Nava's office now" ergh. so we did. then ms nava pin pointed me. & said

"A prefect, disobeying the rules? Give me your Vest now" i was like sure. then i remembered i had my phone in it. so i took it out slowly & put it in my pocket hoping she wouldn't see it, since i didnt turn it off. but then she said "Give me your phone" GRR. so i did & she looked at my wallpaper & laughed then she said she's gonna keep my phone till parents day. only my parents could get it. then she said she's seen our faces in here one too many times. she wants to consider susupending us. eee. annnoying. Shobs broke down & cried. i waited till i was out of the room first. i realised after i wasnt crying cause of my Vest or the suspension threat, i was crying cause of my phone. haha. then Mr ASHISH he was like "dont cry dont cry" i was like PISS OFF. this is all your fault you douchebag:( then yeah went into the study room & people started asking questions. then Mr Ashish was like "GIRL dont cry,. you're like my little sister" what the fuck? is he seriouslyy saying that? after what he's done. for a stuupid reason. erghh. i ignored him & gave him the fuckk off eye. ergh.

i miss my phone:(
stuupid nava.

x later haters.

p.s/: im NINTH in Class:) whee. but 32nd out of the whole grade. we have about 80 kids.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-21T14:55:00.007+08:00

Whee;I'm Loving my Marks:D

Hey there Poppers;)

English:80%(A)
Business Studies:85%(A)
Geography:70%(B)
History:71%(B)
Computer:? [inform you later]
Mathematics: oh god i didnt have the courage to look. but i know i failed though:(
Malay Language:91% (A*)

anyways; as you can obviouslyy see, school's started & that really sucks. its been raining non-stop here & thats suckss more:( im trying to download adobe photoshop into dadster's laptop; but its not workingg. grrr. oh i saw Deanna at Sentral just now. i was like eyh? i wanted to say hi but i wasn't sure if that was really her. & even if it was, i dont think she remembers me. haha. stuupid rain. i hate rain. grr. its making me sick:( literally i feel sick. Dadster touched my forehead a few minutes ago to make sure, he said SLIGHT fever, nothing a little panadol can't cure. well whatever, i still feel like crappers. oh i made a new friend. her name is something i cannot spell but i can pronounce. i just call her Bea. which is pronounced BEE:) she's nice haha. we had the randomest time in school just now, we played Truth, dare,double dare or burning house. haha. we bullied Keymir. His dares were all around sickk :p eckk.haha. but we all did it anyways. wheee us. Mr Martin might give me another mark or so tomorrow for geo:D yhayy! haha. i haven't spoken to jade for a while now. wonder hows she doing there in Finland.

CRYPSIE. Skype's not working;
so I can't skype you on thursday:(

anyways im gonna go losers. im tired & i want to sleep. stupid SLIGHT fever:( later gator;DD

p.s/: Good Luck to all Art Olevel candidates.

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2009-04-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

i've got a new Bo:)

Shahin & I got married:) haha.

he's my husband since we took quizzes & shit, we got all the same results.
i took the when will you die quiz it said 2061. haha, he got the same too. then we took how many kids will you have, mine said 2 boys 1 girl. he got the same thingg, cool eyh? haha, oh then we took the what will your daughter be named thing, i got Ellie, he did too. haha so we decided to get married hahaa. it went like this

Shahin: omg. are we gonna get married or something.
eleena: maybe;DD haha.
Shahin:haha.
eleena: Shahin, will you marry me?
Shahin: Yes.

haha, so yes now he's my husband. & a bad one too:( haha. but i love to bits & pieces.

p.s/: PO:) i miss you!

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2009-04-19T10:44:00.003+08:00

im no Fred Flinstone;

hello,
my room has just been invaded by cats, grr. oh & hey for the people who are reading this now, congratulations, you figured out my password. you're not at all dumb:) haha. oh todays my last day of hols:( booo.

tomorrow its back to waking up at 5:30, no breakfasts cause i'd be too lazy to eat that early in the morn. its gonna be Screaming teachers for not finishing up some stupid hw thaat probably only 2 people in the class actually did. awh grrr. oh but this week is particularly special. i get my EXAM RESULTS back. ohh pooo! anyways. im not gonna be online the whole day. i gotta studyy:( pfft yeah right. i'll try to sneak a little online time:)

x bye bye extra terestrials i love you.

but i sure can make your bedrock:)

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2009-04-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

♥

recently, i've been listening to this song & i've gotten kinda hooked on it:) its a cool song. its by Yuna- a malay singer with an amazing voice. i love it:) haha. anyways, enjoy:)

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2009-04-18T10:47:00.003+08:00

We were both young; when i first saw you:)

oh my god, look what i found:) haha. oh gosh, my dad looks insanely different;) haha, oh & yeap, before you ask. that is me, haha.

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2009-04-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

Red,Orange, Green:)

hey, hola. i havent been online the whole day yesterday, grr. my friend Nini slept over & we camwhored on my webcam so much, just to find out, it didnt save. ahh pooo:( but we had fun so screw it. haha. now she's in my room taking a butt load of pics. haha. im still sick today so grr. im gonna be lifeless. & i totally forgot to tell daddy that i have to be at spca now. & i mean NOW. its 10:39 & i was supposed to be there at 9-9:30 opps. i'll make it up to shobana somehow:)

so i guesss no volunteer work this time. maybe next time.

&& oh god finally, i patched things up with Yogi:) yhay! i missed talking to him. i might not be online for a while now cause my internet is being a whore:( anyways, i better go.

Later faggots:) i know you're gonna miss me;DD haha, im kidding.

p.s/: im growing taller. yhay! im almost as tall as nini, whee wheee:D aha,

note: oh & miss you. i do:)

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2009-04-16T18:57:00.004+08:00

-thanks tashaa for attempting to draw me:)

Harder& Deeper.

Is your favourite colour blue?Do you always tell the truth?Do you believe in outerspace?And now im learning you. Is your skin as tanned as mine?Does your hair flow sideways?Did someone took a portion of your heart?And now im learning you,And if you dont mind Can you tell me All your hopes and fears and Everything that you believe in Would you make a difference in the world. I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation, Only you can make me. I've let my guard down for you; And in time you will too :) i hope so that is.

-p.s taliaa. guess what? i told him:) haha.

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2009-04-16T07:33:00.005+08:00

I'm so glad i have you:]

NATALIAA SOON nono NATALIA POON:DD haha. she cheered me up. & honestlyyy, she's been doing that alot lately. so Thank you Baby:) i love you to bits.Tommorrow we'll send him a blackberry phone:D-fedex right?- haha. Vera Wang vintage dress.tropical island cruise. Bangsar Apartments. Shopping. Business Class trips. haha. the 3 words 8 letters i wanted to say,. awh haha.

Double wedding rightt taliaa? ;DD haha.

-haha. its all just a joke; haha. she was cheering me up.& i love her like fuck cause of it:)-

p.s/:he still hasn't come online. makes me wonder. has he forgotten me? silly me.

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2009-04-15T17:15:00.006+08:00

hello Miss Nur Amalina Anuar;DD

-recognise the two pictures amal;) haha.its your very own before & after piece-

omgosh, YOUU. you are simplyy amazing. By far, the nicest stranger i've ever met:) haha. we should seriouslyy go out & partyy like a rockstar after your o lvls yeah? :D i finally found someone Short & Hyper, oh & as a bonus you talk alot too. now i know im not alone haha. To think i added you on facebook because Ishatt was telling me about you, haha. & i was like she seems nicee. & then i wanted to see pictures:) haha. so i added you. therefore, KUDOS to izzy for hooking us up.haha. i've never met you but you seem pretty awesome. haha. & amal you're not fatt. you're tres adorable. especially that picture of you when you were young. haha. seriouslyy. i went gaga over it, haha. Anyways, we should meet up. & . i'll see you in Taylors next year maybee.? haha.

i love you shawtyy, you buntut head:)

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2009-04-15T09:00:00.005+08:00

First move's, on me.

so hey, for the people who know, yes im talking about him. for the people who dont, like i said, haagen dazs & chocolates would do the trick;DD well anyways, the whole day yesterday, i was waiting, & waiting & i kept waiting oh & did i mention i waited more after that? well he never came online so i couldn't say a word. or make my move. so im still waiting.today i guess. if he comes online. anyways;

fingers crossed earthlings, i love you.

p.s/: amal, bobo, sandor, haider, juliana, talia, ifuu, shobana, crypsie,laarnia & eq. thank you guys. i love you

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2009-04-14T09:49:00.003+08:00

WANNABE HOE;

okay so what the fuck is your problem? doing all this pretentious shit is not proving anything, wanna be a fucking bitch? then so be it. i dont give a crap. but dont you dare, usse my name on facebook. my profilpe picture, adding my friends & saying its ME. thats bullcrap. Go get a fucking life please. if you have a problem with me, say it to my face okayy. you going behind my back doing messed up things is just pathetic. think im affected by it? think again. you haters can go suck balls! its what your good at.

omgosh, can you be any lamer, the info page on fb.
all you say is im a slut im a slut. pfft. i don't care. whats up with the email though? leens-slut@hotmail.com? come on, you couldn't think of something better? gees. some people.

well whatever have fun being a whore. Take care bitch.

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2009-04-13T12:39:00.007+08:00

1234;.. senna got me addicted to that song:) thanks a bunch Po:D i've been making that thing that picture thing up there for my friennds:] im so nice right? haha. either that or i was extremely bored. haha. anyways, they're for my sluts my bitches my whores, my bummtards, my retards, my all tards, haha. you get it. i hope they like it. They Better like it i spent an hour doing that:) haha. its on fb now. i tagged everyone. that was tiring. haha.

theres only one thing,
two do,
three words,
Four you,
-i love you-

guess what?;DD

im so glad i found you,
i love being around you
you make it easy,
as easy as,
one two three four.

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2009-04-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

BoomBoomCRASH

Breakeven? seriouslyyy? come on. i feel bad enough already.

YOUUU; gosh. i love you the same way still. so dont make me hate you.

p.s/: Sandor, the title's for Kunal & You:)
hope things work out for you buddha. thanks for the UNFORGETTABLE outing sweetie:)

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

iLove:)

YOGi; i love you

-happy now? you're in my blog. A WHOLE POST.-

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2009-04-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

Butterfly Feelings;DD

yess you, you're everyline,
you're every word,
you're everything:)

Well most of you nosey twats would want to know what or WHO;DD is makingg me all happy & jumpy on the inside. the answer to your question would be MYOB. :) haha. im kidding maybe if you begged & asked me nicely with a little chocolate or maybe Haagen Dazs, i'll let you know:) haha. MAYBE:)

p.s/:Buddha, i can go:) just call me yeah? i need to confirm with you What time:D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-11T10:15:00.005+08:00

Everybody Dance Now:]

okay so Wani says i say Haha too much. so imma tryy & stop:D mm today im gonna watch TALENTIME with arief & momsey & daddster. oh & maybe Faith. idk. & sandor has yet to confirm about sundayy's partyy. grr hope he comes cause i don't wanna spend another bohringg day in this place they call home:( Breaking News; Justin thinks im hott. pfft. i say BULL. haha. SHOBANANA said she'll call me back, & guess what? she said that yesterday & yet no call. ohh whatever. i don't even know anything about where to go at whatt time. actually i know SPCA but when do i got there? heckk i am not gonna wake up earlyy in the morn. imma sleep & chatt on skype with my Slut Crypsie. we have a cyber date on sunday.

Oh & crypsie honey, UPDATE YOUR DAMN FRIKING BLOG. i only saw ONE POST. one.

Some people were made for each other,
Some people can love one another for life,
How bout us?

i just love that song? isn't it nice. if you don't know what song im talking bout then too bad. google it. haha.

X i love you freaks retards & Homos.

p.s/: Affiq's coming home next week. yhay!

note: Dress to impress on Sunday;DD

-oh & i had funn in Penang. even if it was just for a day:D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-10T16:16:00.004+08:00

Ms. Laarnia Rajandran

omgosh, i almost cried when i read your post, :( im gonna miss you loads when you leave, which unfortunately is soon. but its okay. you'll always be my most incredible most Amazing Sister from another mistuurr. haha. i love you. & oh ohmygosh thank thank thank thank you for everything. you were always there for me when i needed to talk to someone. i could trust you with my life. & & im sorryy for breakinngg your trust that one time. i shan't do it again. i promise. oh && you know what, i honestlyy think you should take journalism. you're english is beyond amazing, i loved all your essays that you posted on xanga. its just a suggestion though, again it is your life. & its your choice. & & when you get all Big & Famous later on, dont you forget about little old me:D haha. oh oh && never ever forget my birthday cause i expect wishes & huggs from you every year till you grow old & can't walk or type anymore:) yes i said YOU not WE, haha. this is usually the part when i say "i'll never forget you & that i'll love you forever & always." but i wont cause you know as well as everyone that i have Short Term Memory Loss (Stml) haha. awh im gonna cry my eyes out on grad night.

p.s/: i want my kid to be your kid's bestest best friend:) haha. -now thats going a wee bit too far:Dhaha.

anyways, i love you & your tendency to correct my spelling mistakes:) & & im gonna miss your lovable hugs.

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2009-04-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

WORLD RECORD.
-for me that is-

first of all, congratulations to my PO:) senna, haha. he put up with me for 8 damn hours on skype. from 9-5. hahah, & thank you to Sandor for coming all the way from his house in Central KL all the way to my house in Shah Alam. oh & kudos to you guys for not getting lost. haha

okay so this is basically what happened. i woke up at 8.30 or 9.00 cause i was up till 2:30 am talking to senna and sandor on skype. well senna survived sandor slept earlyyy, haha LOSER:D iloveyou. anyways yeah soo apparently senna was woken up by oscar who made sandor's teddy hump senna's face. haha. & then senna woke sandor up. then they drove to my house. haha. then when they got here, they Scared ME! pfft. they thought it was funnay. grr. haha, ohh then we realised neither of us had eaten breakfast, so they drove me to secret recipe. & them being Gentlemens, PAID:) i offered but they said NO, awh how sweet. i should go out with them more often. haha. then when we got home we watched HOUSE BUNNY on my tv, haha. oh & then out of absolutely nowhere, A pillow fight broke out. hahah. that was funn. but it wasnt fair 2 on 1. pfft. i want a rematch:) thenn, we chilled in the room for a sec & as always senna was hogging the cp. xD oh then we decided to go for a joyride. haha. Sandor was driving. i think? im not sure. they wanted to kill me. haha. i had to sit in front. eee. scaryy. then we went walking by the lake, & senna was trying to hang on the monkey bar upside down. haha. he let us hold his stuff, when senna got up there sandor & i ran for it. & i guess karma does exist cause i ran myself into a muddy puddle. erghh, that was disgusting. haha. so we went back home & i rinsed off my feet & changed.

the next thing that happened was a little blurr.

oh right, we went back to the lake then back to my house, we felt like exercising so senna used my bike, i rollerbladed (gosh i lost my touch) & sandor drove the car, haha. mmm.what else happened? oh yeah we all started talking by the park. it was a long day, then they all had to go home:( boo.

then at night, while i was packing for my trip the next day to penang, i was skyping with sandor & senna. sandor slept wayy earlyy this time, & senna had this urge to break my record. 5 hrs on skype talking to my ex. haha, i told him he could tryy but i doubt he will. so we talked & talked till dawn.literally. haha. senna had to drink loads of coke to make him hyper again, haha. then he suprised me by breaking the record.& raising the bar higher to 8hrs. haha. gosh. we both felt tired so we went to sleep. i was supposed to be doing my hair, but i couldn't be fucked. so i fell asleep haha. it was a nice dayy,. i had funn.

p.s-senna made a record of his own, he wore the hat i gave him for like 12 hrs straight. gosh. haha.

Thanks Again Buddha & Po:D

I wonder what its like to have it all,
to never be afraid that i would fall,

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-07T12:25:00.004+08:00

Awh. When i see you laugh,
theres always a brighter day.

how absolutely sweet of buddha:D haha,he came all the way from wherever he was, & he took 3 hrs to find my house with a dead cell phone & his dad's mercedes, which he stole, well not exactly but he took for a joyride, haha. i made a new friend, hopefully, SENNA? SENAW? im not quite sure how his name's supposed to be spelt. ohh well. & HEY.. is it me, or has the penangites been taking over my friend space lately. hmm.

okay well today's been extremely boring. i've been addicted to youtube cause i found a tv show that has never aired in Malaysia, whoop whooop no suprise there. it was on for about 2 & 1/2 years i think before it got cancelled out. booo hoo.
if im not mistaken, Tori Spelling's dad directed or was it produced the show. :D anyways, scratch that totally random fact.

the show's name, title whatever is SUMMERLAND. & it stars Zac Efron when he was young. omgosh you should see him. he's so not the HSM dude he is now. haha. he was a gap toothed kid. its quite adorable. haha. his co star is Kay Panabaker. & oh oh Jesse Mcartney's there too,. yeah its a pretty boy show. but who cares. i love it.

its more of a girlish show but for the sensitve-i haven't come out of the closet about my homosexuality guys, You should watch it, no doubt its nice. anyways, i feel like im giving a review, & a crappy one at that Fact.

soo.okay well i got to go,
Later Homosapiens, have a good holiday Fairviewans.

Note- Thursday, me Ja Senna/Senaw? & Buddha, are going somewhere, that im not sure of. :D whee whee can't wait. i've been bored shitless.

p.s p.s-I MISS madam Laarnia Rajandran:D my awesomest kick ass sister:) i miss you sweetie.
xxx

When i See you smile.
i know things will be okayy:D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-05T21:49:00.004+08:00

Immaturity. is that a word?

hey. i have so much to tell you. one, Jajeee if you're reading this, you should really check out this book in Kinokuniya (klcc) called MARKED. it another Vamp storyyy but way different than twilight. & its another saga. but its like HOUSE OF NIGHT novels. soo yeah. go read it kay? oh & uhrr. dont compare it to twilight. if you do nothing will ever win. i swear.

okay anyways moving on, So yeah examms are over & im so relieved. i think i did well this term. well actually i hope i did. my dad's been obsessed with youtube. gosh & my sister's watching pride & predjudice over & over again for the past few days. im getting sick of it.
she was watching it & i recited a line from it at the exact scene. & i was like

Eleena: OMG faitthh,. stop watching that movie. im reciting the bloody lines from it. UNCONCIOUSLY!
Faith: Shut up.Darcy's about to be a real Man.
Eleena: *groan & grrs*

oh geees. i hate knowing the words. its annoying. & the scene keeps replaying in my head. grr. anyways.. i left this thing out of my blog out of embarassment & i think i shoud tell you guys, i don't know why, but i've been thinking about it lately & its really annoying the bejeezers out of me. so here it goes.

Aritz & i. were never a couple. apparently. Four months of supposed US, was a lie. & i just found out. actually to be honest, i found out like ages ago, but i was so embarrassed to tell you guys, & im sorry. well apparently when izzat asked me out on "Behalf" of Aritz, it was a prank a dare or whatever, & me being naive as always, took it seriously. therefore, aritz did not know we were together until we broke up. Embarrassing? i know. Major. so yeah. gosh..

anyways. Bye Homos. X
ilyy.

p.s- my kitty pissed all over my favorite i heart London t shirt.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-04-02T15:53:00.002+08:00

Won't we look good on a Postage Stamp,

Hola mi amores. guess what? woot woot Exammmsss Are Overrr:D aha, wheee. Anyways today was a pretty boring day. uhuh, yeah. oh oh i might sleepover Kasie's house. woots. & like tomorrow im gonna get a second piercing on my right?left? ear? aha, im not sure. anyways,:

SANDOR, ehem ehem guess what guess what? The Choc called. lmao he was like

choc:Hello. hey bena. uhrr.you busy.
eleena: yeah why?
choc: mm.nvm your busy, i'll tell you later,
eleena:mmkays. whatever.
choc: Okay WAIT WAIT WAIT..
eleena: WHAT?!
choc: im sorry, i really am.
eleena: mhmm is that it?
choc: no...i broke it off with kiara.
eleena: & i care why?
choc: nothing, you dont.. i guess. just thought you should know.
eleena: anything else? noo? kay? bye!
choc: i miss you.
eleena: you're Gay,

-puts down the phone-

aha, that felt good. awhh buddha:) wheeee. hahah.
ilyouu buddha:) thanks for everything honey.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

Appeasement.WW2.Cold War
-just a bunch of old people with bad fashion sense making bad decisions-

okay i know im not suppose to come online until after exams but hey im only human. plus i had to today cause it was mmy nuggnutter's birthday:D so i had to wish her since i missed her in school.
ehem* geo was awesome.
cp went well

- i thought i lost my phone, ehem Dadddy took it:(- hahah

i fell down the steps again. -sigh- im the definition of uncoordinated.

Happy Birthday Nuggnutt. ilysm
-poptart-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-29T10:11:00.003+08:00

You tell me that you love me,

its 10.12 on a sunday morning:) & guess what,? i feel alright. thats good right? haha. im not quite sure what im going to do today. im gonna studyy for sure, but i can;t be studying 24/7 right? oh & my brother Affiq went back to his campus already :( how great? oh haha this is lame you know, i got a text from Yogi:) haha. he knew about the whole ferrero issue & asked me if i would like him to go up to fero & ask if he's Gay:) it went like this:

Yogi sent: Leens, you okay honey:-)?
Eleena replied: mhmm.yeap thanks.eyh,its like 6.30 am. go to sleep yogi bear.

Yogi sent: Haha. thats good,. mm yeah i noticed. just checking up on my ribena.
Eleena replied: Thats sweet of you. thank you, but please please please Yogi don't call me ribena
Yogi sent: Oh, i forgot sorry. old habit. did i make you sad? i wanted to cheer you up. sorry
Eleena replied: no you didnt. chillax honey.
Yogi sent: do you want me to ask him if he's gay?
Eleena replied: What? why? hahah.
Yogi sent: cause he broke up with you:)& went for a girl who looks mann-ish. *cough*Kiara.
Eleena replied: hahahah,.awh Yogi! you made my day & it hasn't even started yet, haha.
Yogi sent: :) see.i love you that much.
Eleena replied: haha,i love you ,more you big old bear you! :)
Yogi sent: Now go to sleep. haha., & dream of me askingg your ex if he was gay:D

well for the people who didnt know, Fero used to call me ribena. it was my nickname for him. byt yeah, whatever its in the past:)haha &, awhh i love my yogi Yogi. i didnt go to sleep after though haha, i couldn't. Thanks Mcjibbers for making my day Yogi:D ilu. haha. mm. i have nice friends & im glad. wheee. haha. so yeah i think today's gonna be a pretty alright day.

p.s-Sandor no webbie anymore:( & Laarnia, im okay:D haha. Fero. YOU're Gay! haha. whee.

&and- i woke up at 7 & was laughing my butt off then i feell outta bed :o haha. ohh the soreness:)

But you never wanna see me again.

-currently listening to: Unkle Bob-swans.-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-28T22:59:00.003+08:00

Another Heart to Heart?

& my life comes crashing down. i wont say why as i dont wanna relive the memory. anyways here's a run trough of what i did today.

unlike most girls saturday mornings are spent in bliss. Me? i was not those girls today. in fact i dont know who i was today. daddy went out early today so we basically didnt talk until later later, anyways came afternoon, i was acting odd. normally im so up for a day out. you know wasting money getting fat on food i've never tasted before. but like i said, i wasnt myself today. & almost everyone in my family could tell. well all but Arief. i don't think he noticed. oohh well doesnt quite matter. anyways yeah,

Daddy: Come lets go out to Sunway & eat before i have to go back to work.
Eleena: dy, is it okay if i dont go.?
Affiq: Why?
Daddy:okay its fine.lets go, shall we?
Affiq: Jap Jap. why dont you wanna come leena?
Eleena: i dont feel like it.
Affiq: we're jst gonna eat, we'll be back by 3.Come lah.
Eleena: i don't feel like it.
*affiq gives me the look*
Eleena: Bye.

seee im just not myself today. anyways then after they left i burst out crying. my maid asked me whats wrong & i got annoyed at her, i feel bad for ignoring her. but it just wasn't a right time. & when i stopped i called Zee. she said the best cure is to watch something funnny. & so i raced upstairs & watched a comedic movie, The Break-Up. it wasnt really that funny, i cried trough it, so it wasn't helping. oh then, my sister called asking me if i wanted to hang out with her today.

Faith:Hey babygirl. wanna follow me to the mall?
Eleena: No its okay.
Faith: Why ah?
Eleena: im not up to it right now,
Faith: i'll get you some new clothes.
Eleena: No its fine, i really dont feel like it right now.
Faith:mm okay then. see you later.
Eleena: Bye.

gosh, I rejected NEW CLOTHES. awh. & i think she knew something was wrong cause she came home shortly after & brought me back some candy the licourice kind that i loved & a moist chocolate cake that she ended up eating. haha, ohh well its the thought that counts right? :) im luckyy to have a sister like her. then i we watched never been kissed which i slept trough.then i spoke to sandor & Sprite which cheered me up.haha.i fell asleep again after. when i woke up she said her goodbyes gave me a hug & left. then i went in my room & i was listening to some music while i studied geo & i cried. this was pretty long. god. i feel stupid right now. yeah & then i decided to watch another movie. so i watched this english-malay movie. its called CINTA. & there was this one line that made me sob:(

-ariffin's divorced, but he still loves his ex wife deeply.they share a daughter together.-

Ariffin asks his daughter.
arrifin:is that your mama's new boyfriend's car there?
Liz: yes *looks down*
Ariffin: is he nice?
Liz:Yes,he is,
Ariffin: *fake smiles* oh.good.
Liz: but he's not my Papa.

awhh how cute is that eyh? i was like *sniff sniff sob* haha. then i cried again. gosh. 4 times. in one damnn day,. how irritating. but yet i feel better now. my eyes hur t & they're all puffy but i feel better now.

p.s -i went down in the middle of the night thinking some stranger's in my kitchen, holding a glass clock. just in case, better safe than sorry right? haha

oh & thanks Sandor. for everything, & Laarnia too. i love you guys to jupiter:)

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-26T14:34:00.003+08:00

Hoping is Overrated
.
first of all, to kiara:
i'm really tired of wishing for a miracle to happen,
i'm tired of sacrificing what i love just to appease you.
My choices may never be right all the time,
but they're not wrong & useless either.

Lastly, Hakim Fero:
did it ever occur to you that when you chose her
& not me,
that i would feel hurt?
that it would affect me in some way.
i acted like it was no big deal.
& yes im sorry for misleading you into thinking im okay.
into thinking, you meant nothing.
im really sorry,
but please remember im not perfect.
HECK, im not even sure if im remotely close to normal.
but i am Human, & i have feelings.
& yes i can be hurt, i can be sad.

you know. this past week has been rough for me,
i acted like im fine.
i acted like there's nothing wrong with me,
well NEWSFLASH sweetie,
im not, & i dont know why. but it just hit me,
IM NOT OKAY i need to cry,
& you know what sucks?
what sucks is that i have my term exam tomorrow,
& i have to go in the exam hall feeling like this,
so thank you my almost romeo,
my never gonna happen again memory,
thank you.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

ONE: do you enjoy making me feel bad? last i checked, i was nice to you.
i told you everything, i actually for some dumb ass reason trusted you:(
& you fucked it up. truth be told, i don't care anymore oh & you can be happy that HE stood up for you! yeah HE DID! so Jump for Joy, go fuck him i don't care he's not worth it anymore.

two: well you promised YOU DID! you wouldnt hurt me, what a load of bull. i never should've even gone for it, i washappy right where i was, but you! you with all your sweetalking & shit, eee,. you have issues, YOU DO!

three: SUNBURST! wheee or no whee? idk, not many people are going so aiyo, i'd rather go to ja's thinggy, zee & i wanna shisha:) & them mutiara peeps are coming:D aha, how nice eyh? X

lotsssa love

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

OMGOD BOBO! -aha- HAMSTER BALL:)

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

JAJEEEE.
i didnt wanna be like all them other peoples. so i wrote your post lieminutes before your birthday ended,
haha.
Sorrry for not being able to come yesterday:( i really wanted too,
hope you guys had funn:D

anyways,. you are THE BEST babyy, i love you so damn alot, & like i can tell you anything & i know you'll guard it with your butt. ahah. honeyy all the random times haha, gosh i love you for that, your EC moments where you act like a total TARD, aha. GOOD TIMES. i'll miss it later. honey take care always yeah? you're the best honey:D i love youu.
-lotsa love-

p.s- SUNBURST WAS AWESOME:)
N.E.R.D wheee,
-morsh pits- bobo's a morsher:o- aha, yay!-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

Picture day Tomorrow
:o

-lotsa love-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-18T17:52:00.003+08:00

Helena Zeidler Girl!
you! yes you! i love you :)
thanks for the awesome editing.
X ilyyy

listening to: the saltwater room-owl city

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-10T21:56:00.003+08:00

Texted Him All Day(:

Rawwrrr baby Rawrr. Aaz. beep beep, i love you.

"take my hand, take a breath, hold me close, take a step..
keep you eyes..locked on mine(:
let the music be your guide,
now wont you promise me,
to never forget,
to keep dancing wherever we go next."
-HSM 3-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-08T11:58:00.005+08:00

Carnival Day(: [edited.i have pics now:D]

well..the mutiarians were supposed to come but they didnt. ohh well. uhrr.
i became a ghost in the horror house, haha. it was funn! them kids all creeped outt. funny weii.
& ohh gosh. i spent the whole day with AAZ ahah. that was the bestest best best part;D we became the ticket collectors together, & became ghosts. haha. it was nice.
shobie's sleepover was funn. the people were all random
i brought my straightener & i had to straighten almost everyone's hairs even the guys. lol.
how funn.
oh & i just realised, izzat's got his own straightener. i was like eyh? you have a straightener.? really? ahaha
he wannted this emo hair when he is totally the opposite of emo-ness.
i would post pics, but im waiting for people to upload them(:
so it may take a while. but maybe the next post yeah? anyways i love you dongles
X

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-04T18:22:00.003+08:00

SHOBAMA(:
whee womann. happy fifteenth yeaah babyy?
i loveyouuu <3

thank you for everything babyyy! you've been there with me trough alot & i love you for all that i seriouslyy doo.
goshh. we need new picas togetherr:D
UPDATES:)
haha. todayy was funn eyh? Pizza party:)
Shtooop! now Ja & Zee's at JM's concert. aduhh, unfairr. ahaha.
yeah well anyways. got to go:D X i love youu.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-03T17:37:00.002+08:00

AAZ baby:)
haha, oooh im falling again. & i thought i fell out of it 2934739 years ago. oh well, grr, haha, but i dont hate the feeling, i thought i was dead on the inside. its nice to know that i just fainted:) i think?
anyhow. i went on fb & i saw nisa's pre grad pics. & eiishh>.< im gonna miss the year 11's you know. Laarnia.Perveen,Hayteng.Nurul.JayJay.Iwan.Sumaya.JoonSung.Taliaa.Julz.Lina. J.Ian.Haadi, etc.
its not gonna be the same anymore. eish ! & im scared, thats gonna be me. & aduh, its just scary weii.

now im gonna focus on the positive side.
FRIDAY! :DD wheee.
party at shobie's. everyones gonna be there. well mostly the family(: aha. TAZZI is getting on my damn nerves.. he wants 5 friking copies of the IB map. like wtf. go get it yourself. & like he's gonna be there, at the party, i font rmmbr inviting him. aduh, grr.

i love what you love:) bye.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

Did i mention? i love you♥?

hola bimbo-sitas;D haha,. thanks zarinah i love you to bits baby. i had funn today(: & Jajee. oh gosh you lucky bummtard:) ♥ haha.im so fricking happy for you, seriouslyy:D &oh Banana.
look look:
Banana ♥ Mikaa = Hakina
Banana ♥ Gun Woo= GunBana
lol funnay(: ahaha. i drew like pictures of em on zee's notepad. sorry i wasted you're paper. &

eyhh,ehh. aduuhh. annoying okay:(

to the itchiest itch of all itches(:-well not really. but yes i dont like you.
That Itch; damn Itch:( i dont like you, you made me feel so bad & eiish you took "Y" away,. news flash everyones sick of you & your "romantic escapades" we're just too nice to tell you & plus one of our BEST FRIENDS is involved so just STFU & go away. im serious, & im sorry for pulling your PROPERTY yeah? i wont do it again. eventhough i've known him longer than youu. & i have the fricking right.what?got problem isit? eiish>.< yeah, you know its nnot you we hate its how you act, & what you've done eventhough unintentionally some. we're not sure. but yes we dont like you that much soo just PISS OFF ladiiee. we're sick of it, no offense. i dont why im so aggrevated by you. i cant explain it. i just am:( & im sorry for that. i am really. grr.

anyways, yeah. after school we went to GE mall. & we saw like tons & tons of peoples there. haha, we decided to go to MPH haha. we were looking trough some cards & like ahaha. i was lmao-ing all the way cause i saw this card it said:
"MY SEXY WIFE, did you know that?
then you open it & aa song comes out
"you're to sexxay for this card too sexxay for this card so sexxy oowwweeee"
lol. funny okay, haha.
then we walked towards chicken rice shop & ate there. wheee. ahha we saw manisha & all them peoples. Ak sat down & so did ian & aritz. ahha. we were having SEX ED. i shared my plate with jajee since he order was never taken. shtoop malaysian waiters, ahah.
oh oh yesh & then we went home(: haha.

REYHAN, welcome to the family sweetaii(:

thanks guys i had a blast, blog more later. X
love youu hoes & itches ♥

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-03-01T08:02:00.002+08:00

WHEEE.
i cant waitt til friday(:ho yeah, the party:D horror house. oh gosh. im so exciited:]
& im getting my line back! haha, yay! no more suck-ish digi(:
uhrr...what else? ohh yeah DADDY WENT TO JAKARTA. haha
& i got my straightener back from my sister. so i wont look so crappish without it anymore. i might call Anirah & Aryni to come today, im gonna need some company while doing the trillionth homework shtoop fairview teachers gave us:)
Lycel sked me if i wanted to go out today. prolly the same bunch i went out with last time, i want tooo but he's there.& i really really dont like him. & plus i have the previously mentioned HOMEWORK:(
bhooo.
anyways bye bye twisted boooes.
ilysm :D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-26T17:46:00.003+08:00

I'M MARRIED & they think im having a scandal :(
hello nothing's going on between me & the penangite. sheeesh.anyways, as i was saying
IM married to HAKIM FERO for the third time? haha, oh school was uneventful though i went to GE MALL & had like gingerbreadman cookies & some sushi. haha, wheee. wanted to call MCDONALDS but malas. aha. tomorrow im supposed to go rock climbing in CAMP 5 but eiish i have to go to school so daddy said no. but affiq's taking me there on saturday instead. woohoo. aha. anyways i got to go:) buhbaii tramps-a-lotts.
X

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

NURUL ARYNI BTE JAMALUDDIN
i dont mind really, its just i feel replaced. thats all,.
& i really do miss youu.
but who cares anyways. like you said in your blog, i have my friends & you got your. N.A.S
so it doesnt matter much, anyways, you take care
i ♥ you.
X

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-24T13:47:00.002+08:00

ACHING BODY, i lost my voice:(

heyheyhey beautiful people:D aha, i spent almost the whole of yesterday doing almost nothing but chatting with them penang people:) ahha. they're simply amazing. like seriously. BEN was having a major meltdown about unfinished homework, hahah, i learnt that he loves to NUDGE BOMB people. lmao. Haider was funny. haha. its sad that i didnt get to take pictures with any of them except you know group photos. ones which i can never get because they were all taken by the teachers. haha. Haider said ms.fernandez got on his nerves. ahah. they're having assestments now. wheeeee:) aha. i watched SYDNEY WHITE just now. i love that movie. haha, goshh. im crapping trough this whole post. haha.. anyways. imma go now(: aha. x's & o's iloveyouu.

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-23T08:47:00.003+08:00

PREFECTS CAMP!
whooo. i had fun, ahah. & it was awesome cause i got to climb a wall. ahah,
there were like dead & some live bugs in the toilets which were very disgusting but whatever, it was FUNN. though my body's aching like shitt. i SURVIVED(: we had to wash our own plates:D ahah. i barely did for the whole 2 days i only washed mine like twice. everyone else did the rest:D aha. -iloveyoupeoples(:- met them PENANG PREFECTS. they were nice & really funn. haha. sort of different from us KL people aha. we were louder, naturally=.= hehe. but yeeeah they were awesome nontheless. i remember their names. uhuh uhuh,. i doo:D
lets see.
*EVELYN
*DEVI
*BENJAMIN
*HAIDER
*LINA
*POY
*LOUIS
*DANIEL
ok finee maybe not all but 8 out of 10 kay, aha, pretty good for someone with my attention span(: aha.,
we rock climbed in the rain,. we did some flying fox(: wheee, & some balancing act, which was pretty funn. & cherades, well EXTREME CHERADES. we had to climb the wall & get the paper from the bucket hanging up there:D ahah., that was the best cherades game ever, ahah. & we had to build a raft, ahah, Salt water wasnt so nice. hehe. anyways, im not feeling very well so im gonna go watch tv or listen to music, X
postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-23T08:41:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Stefano(:
ilysm<3 thank you for everything honey, you make me feel better all the time:D & i love you feckk loads for that. I DO(: & thank you for keeping me company whenever i get bored. haha. i love you i love you i love you(: X's & O's.

-eleena postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY*
stayed home. watching tv. internet, haha, kiara skipped with me cause she didnt feel like it too. ahha. plus she said she wanted to "Keep me Company" psshft* ahah. i love you kiki. its 10:27 & middle & high school's having their break right now:( i miss em actually. not that im regretting me staying home:D im actually pretty happy. went for a walk with my grannny just now.damn she has better stamina than me(: ahha. didnt go to PGL yesterday, eiish? we missed it. i didnt make it in time. haha. ohh well. instead i went to OU with vejayjay & watched pp2. cuteness. aha. anyways. imma go now. im coming to school tomorrow. so yeah see you tramps soon(: i loveyouguystobits:D

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-18T20:37:00.004+08:00

SANDOR baby, i love you(:

RINA honey, i love you:D
KIARA sweetie, you made my day today:]
VEJAYJAY omgod.. YOU! i love you(:
-jajee shobs kase & ferrero.thank you-

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-17T18:40:00.002+08:00

ooo.third day, idont like doing it, but i just really dont want to talk to him. eiish,
i not even sure why imso affected by what he said, i mean, normally i'd just walk away, but eeeishh.
it just hurts. thats it, >.<

"jadikan aku teman hidupmu."
bukalah pintu hatimu"
yang kini keliru:D

-teman lyrics-
i asked most of my friends what this meant in malay. just for fun
some said:

"leave the door open, your confused"
"something open heart.you!"

lmao. its funnay, ahaha,

im not going to school tomorrow:D wheeee. aah
eiish, i got to go*
buhbaii hoes!

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-16T16:04:00.009+08:00

Teman<33
lol, yes. amal got me addicted:D ahaha. eiish. its a feckk nice song okay! haha.
Sandor honey! you should hear it, oh waitt. you understand BM right??haha. anyways. just listen to it. ohh pssshhft* shtooop business. it wasnt hard but it wasnt easy either. it was mainly common sense. but still. it was confusing. & it didnt help that i didnt studyy, ohh well. TESTS are finally over:D but i have BM tomorrow? does that count as tests? ohh well. im not going to school on Wednesday. Wheeee. & maybe IM HOPING thursday. haha.

Yesterday night, i was talking to Sandor, on Skype & omgod. i love his accent. aha. i kept calling him GAY! i think he got annoyed>.<>
oh & that person TASHAA. i ignored him the whole day. eiishh, GERAMM!
Get Better Viktor Honey.
-dont worry because of you we'll whoop that little dweeb's ass:D-
& AK COME ONLINE you promised:(

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-15T14:14:00.003+08:00

Picture of the Day(:

HATE IS A STRONG WORD.

but i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY
dont like you!

postage by:) Eleena Zakie

2009-02-14T14:42:00.001+08:00

Valen friking tines Day.14.02.09

im not friking wanted in so many ways:(
i have fakes valentines this year. acttually i have 51 to be exact. eiis>.<
i want a REAL one. but i guess it doesnt really matter because i can feel nothing. grr. yes i feel nothing at all.
oh & they say he was kidding. i doubt it.

Him: hey*beep wanna go klcc tomorrow? YOU CAN meet my friends.
Beep:yeah ok. im going out with *ddeeeet anyways,.
e: I wanna cme. i wanna come
him: i thought u cant go out anymore?
e: oh well imma try and ask. who knows. maybe he'll say yes??
him: ohkay,.
e:Yay, i cant wait to meet your friends tomorrow.
him: oh well you're gonna be hanging out with *beep* not us. & meeting us will be RARE.

hmmph.i guess he doesnt want me to meet his friends then., i embarass him maybe?
oh oh. but i do recall him telling SOMEBODY before ME, that they might meet him & his friends. but when i suddenly decide i wanna come..oh oh. its RARE. wow. thanks.-_-"

well whatever. i will ,meet them soon. without him. preferrably.

eeeeeeeeee. go to frick hell MOFO. imma ignore you. just watch me. i dont want you near me or my friends. atleast not when im there too.
GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!

2009-02-11T14:42:00.000+08:00

-_-" HOW AWESHOMEE?

i had my maths test today. wheee? more like EEEEEEEEEEE!
i felt like erggghh just crumpling the paper & sticking it in the bin!

i studied the whole frick day.! like i practiced & everything. & yet only one or two questtions came upp! i was soo pissed at my frick self!. i loathe maths,i dont friking know why i need to learn algebra. or simultaneous equations. fractions? im not gonna go and calculate everything i see in my short life! eeeeeekkkss. Geramnyerr! i was giving up already. i hate shtoop maths.

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2009-02-08T11:04:00.000+08:00

eccrioliation(: -what ever the fuck that means-

Happy Belated Birthday my serny sern sern(:
&
Happy Belated Birthday to Hidayat dayat dayat:D

-February 7th,2009-

im pissed pissed pissed pissed.
today's the last EARLY BIRD promotional ticket sale for sunburst & GGGGRRRRR.
my dad's not letting me go!
shtooooooppp!
FRIKING A! eeiiisssshh>.<
Ohammgee.
i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go

2009-02-04T17:28:00.000+08:00

You Make it Real for ME(:

im addicted to three songs currently:

james morrison-you make it real for mee
taylor swift-love story
3oh!3-starstrukk

damn nicee songs weii. omgod. i dont noe what to get for ian:( his birthday man,.
i know it passed like days ago but i haven't gotten him anything:/
eeeeiiisshhh>.<
shopping for guys are hard.

Nelli Natashaa Fabregas/Abdul Ghaffar(:
omgoddd..i get to see yooh soon. whoooo. ahhaa. like next week-ish(:
yay!
you better take me places honey. i wanna shop shop shop.
but you have to belanja(: ahah.

oohhh ohh.

48 valentines already(:
-and im stopping-

reached my goal. 48. awhh carrefour guy:D ilove his sexyness man.
ahah.

oh got to go(:
X's & O's.
.ily peoples.

2009-02-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Really,seriously.?*

"we were both young when i first saw you(:
-actually it was like yesterday,
so no not so young-"

omgod. i cant stop thinking of carrefour guy mann* oooft* & khal's like im-ing me freaky CPR recaps :s aha, weird fellow(: omgod i miss kiara. eisshh my valentine is like MIA.
she hasnt called me mann. grr. kiki if you're reading this. your in butt loads of trouble! aha.
oh omgod god god.
i have 46 valentines this year. cool right? aha.
Liyana Lame Sobri(: said i was a LOSER.
eleeh. jealous much..aahha, jakay sweetie jaykay(:
im currently scratching my kitty's tummy & typing out this blog at the same friking time.
ahhahah.

emm..some girl called BOBO added me on facebook just to comment on my photo:s aaha
weird but ngehh i do tht too(:
oh & yeahh, thats it really.

emm. oh & tessa sayang.

ehem..sorry sgt sgt about the thing i did the other day:(
tak sengaja pon. sumpah!
i wouldnt do that to you.
& im so sorry for screaming at youu for no apparent reason.
u can jerit balik at me.
as loud as u want.
Ferrero says BYE. he's alredi graduating.
eeeiisss>.<
anyways. gimme a ring when you wanna talk.
im sorry again.
iloveyou to bits babyy.

X

2009-02-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

ohh.ammm.geeeee:o

i just saw the CUTEST of all Cute BOYS.in carrefour mann. omgosh omgosh omgosh!
he was soo cuteee.. ahhhh, & like awhh, *im fainting
i was looking for cereal then i saw him pushing the cart & i was like " :0"
oooohhhh myy godddnesss.
i think his sixteen. causse he looks sixteen-ish or maybe older not sure. & i think he's mixed cause he doesnt look malay, nor does he look chinese..& he's definitely not indian-_-" i think i saw his mama. she looks british like. ohh>.<

2009-02-02T13:25:00.001+08:00

DO SOMETHING.Anything. I dont Care(:

ok so well we've established the HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN part in the previous post eyh?
so now i can move on(:

my sister moved out today to pursue her life as a buddhist monk:D *moment of silence*
nawhh nawhh im kidding. she went to move into her hostel in Kelana Jaya. she's gonna be a stewardess. :( imma miss her. thank god she has no idea i have a blog. i dont want her to rub it in to my face later*. aha. oohh. >.< i didnt want her to like goo go go.
awwwwhhh. grr.

oh reminder. hehei promised Stefano that i'll Dedicate a Birthday Post to him(: aha.
uhrr, in like 22 days more:D wheee,. ahaha,

ermm.. 23rd ofFebruary, haha. Stefano's birthday(: wheee.
ahah

ohh got to go. Study Study Study,
iffuuu's stuck at home:D
ahaha,

he feels my pain. woohoo.
X

2009-02-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

you You YOU! yes YOU. you're a DOUCHEBAG!

soo woooh* im bored as hell. i haven't been blogging much lately but today's especially special because....

i needed to say,

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY IAN POON Y-SHENG(:

-dude thanks for EVERYTHING. iloveyou to death mann.-

i love all the paperball fights we get ourselves into(: its tres funn. & you're always there when i got problems. no matter how ridiculous it is,..aha, you know alot of my secrets & i appreciate you not telling anyone*_*
you're the best, i've never trusted anyone like i trusted you before(: & wooh thank you again.

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.

i can say that all year & it wouldnt be enough(:
you'll be expecting a present from me soon-ish, hehe.

X
dont change sweeetie :D

2009-01-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

Whatever you Like,..YEAH(:

hehe, yesterday was soo much funn. uhuh, like i was sorta sad that it was my LAST outing for the next 10 friking MONTHS. grrr. aha, but it was well WORTH IT? i guess. soo lemme tell you about it,

ehem ehem ehem.

one finee sunny day, 8 friends gathered in KLCC. ohh wtf? ok seriously this time.

soo me lycel izzat zarinah keymir cindy ifu & navid hung out together at KLCC.
then we walked to pavillion. YES I WALKED. lol. freakay huh? ahah,
then we watched underworld. since izzaat's seen it alredi, he was protesting & shitt, he was all like "fine you guys watch without me" keymir & i were like, "okay.suree" hehe. in the end he was watching too. lol. some PROTEST. i liked the movie. cant wait for UNDERWORLD 4. seems soo awesome. oh oh anyways, after that we walked to timesquare, YES I WALKED, AGAIN!, grr. not that hard to believe you know:p
izzat protested AGAIN. hehe, the boy wanted shisha. the girls waanted BOWLING. well not GIRLS more like Lycel. aha. i sucked at bowlinng. ahha. no suprise there. i got 32 or less. not sure. Navid won. aha, watev. i have to buy them all ice cream when school reopens. ohh grr. wel whatever. i had funn(: then we went to MCD. oh mygod, i had to go home alredi by that time. but hey, i got to do my most favouritest thing in the whole entire world. CAMWHORING, ahah, well anyways. i met a new friend JULIANA JOHAN. or as we all call her VEJAYJAY(: ahah. ohh i got to go, study study study >.<>